The first week on the job after the tourture that was the permanent orders hearing regarding Kailee. I am being forced by law to hand my baby over to her selfish, irresponsible father on Friday at 6pm and do not get her back until Sunday at 6pm. I'm not sure I will be able to maitian my composure. But a trickle of hope sprange tonight. I am hoping that there is light at the end of the tunnel if what my good friend is true.
I don't usually throw this word around, but as of Friday, I hate Karl. I hate him so much because unfortunately I still love him. It's not easy to get rid of when its so deep. I also hate him for doing this to my baby. This is not my norm, it's his and I resent him for bringing me down to that level.
I can only hope that one day I will get to a point where I don't want to kick him the face.
But for now, I have to suck it up and stay strong.....as much as I can.
Sleep beckons......work tomorrow......
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